Alazia: The Fear That You’re No Longer Able to Change
After so many years wondering what kind of person you were going to become one day, somewhere you forgot that this question actually has an answer, and that 'one day' will eventually arrive. If it hasn't already.
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The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows is a compendium of invented words written by John Koenig.